I am tired of play acting. I am so tired of being someone which I am not.
I am so tired of pretending to be the person people wants to be as to which I am not. But then, why do I not just quit pretending and be my true self. Well, if I really reveal, people might hate me, might not like who or what I am.

It might come to a point when I can’t stand it anymore and be my true self once again. Consequences are really damaging if you must know.

I hope that I don’t go to that extend. I am trying my best to please you guys for now.

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Been going to gym for the past few months. Well usually twice a week. Don’t wanna overwork my healthy body right, with badminton, jogging on other days.

Well, target is to gain more lean mass and put on more mass. Been eating regularly and trying to achieve the desired target. Well if you wanna know I am in California Fitness (CF for short). Is like a daily routine, going early to gym then only start work later.

Guess I have to see how the results go.

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My mind is spinning. Looks like not because of the fall I had on the just recent trip to Port Dickson. But about lotsa things. Man….I just love thinking so many stuffs.
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Looks like another classical Monday. You begin your day with a morning “wakey-up” (well mine’s at 9:30am though), and you realised, “OMG. drat….today’s Monday!” Time for another day of work.

Well, my head’s been spinning, I am personally confused over lotsa issues. Why is this happening? Why do I fall down? What makes me different from lotsa people around my age? Maybe when I found the answer I will answer it later.

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Here I am sitting on my Desk
Waiting for lunch time to come

Wondering why do I feel so bored and tired
Having a look at my cup
It say’s

Love that Crunch! Love that Crunch!
You got to Love that Crunch!
Is the same cup I used
For Milo & Nescafe.

Love that Crunch! Love that Crunch!
Facing at my computer
Typing codes everyday
For breakfast and lunch

Once again looking for that lunch time
The time is now 1150am
What to do, going to be hungry
I guess I will just have to face my cup
And say Love that Crunch!

Have a crunch!

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What’s not good enough? Yourself of coz. What else would be not good enough.
We all always think we’re not good enough. (Basically ‘we’ means people) But danielctw recommends that instead of just whining of how we’re not good enough compare to the one you’re benchmarking, why not do some improvement.

Don’t get what I am saying? Let me explain then.
You think you’re not good enough? So why do you think so? If you think you’re not perfect like etc, etc; what do you do? Sit down and whine and complain as to why he/she is so much better than me. CRAP!!!!! That’s why I say You better off shitting the whole day then.

Solution: Don’t just whine.(Fuck you if you do). THINK!!!!! If you think you suck in this and that, why not do something to improve yourself. I hate whiners, if I see one I’ll give a punch on the face. YOU HEAR THAT.

But since today I’m a good guy, I’ll give you some beginners’ tips to how to overcome your first obstacle. Now look at the example below.

This is where how one gauge his self esteem. (Learn it OK) You might not be perfect but you can always try. Compare yourself to this photo. If you think you are dumb, then you are already losing the battle.

So if you think you look as dumb as this – then I suggest you skip this whole part and put your two index fingers up your nose ass. If not, then CONGRATS, you’re already one step ahead.

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